Thursday, August 21, 2008

bmt 3sg =)

bmt!! lolz i had this grand idea of going to a unit and being a fantastic sectcomm without utilizing fear to motivate my men... and i actually wanted to go unit to be a commander instead of the easier, slacker and more popular road of instructor. but as the end of the course got nearer and nearer, i found myself wanting more and more to go to bmt instead of unit until the very last few hours before posting, my prayers for posting changed from "not so xiong" to "not 1SIR" to "6SIR or instructor" to "ok forget it. bmt pleaseeee". laughZ. corrosion of higher pursuits~

so yup i'm super relieved that i got bmt. when i think abt it sometimes it seems super sian... doing the same thing over and over again. lack of exercise, waste of my 3 months of aslc training... but then i start to think abt the other roads and remember my trepidations and dread and i feel thankful all over again. as i told so many ppl, pride has brought in so much suffering already... it's a double edged sword yea but this time the price is too high.

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